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Death of my own daughter

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Karlathegrinchie (Misabria)

betrayed

 
 

Misaki stood frozen for a moment, her entire body trembling as the words of her daughter, Misabria, echoed through her mind. Her diamond-blue eyes, once filled with the unconditional love of a mother, slowly began to glow with an unnatural intensity as heartbreak, betrayal, and uncontrollable rage consumed her. It wasn't simply that Misabria wanted to leave the family. Misaki had discovered something far more devastating: her own daughter had been secretly working as a spy for Rukia, feeding her information about Misaki, Gabe, their family, and the very people who had trusted her. Misabria had betrayed her mother's confidence, the loyalty of their bloodline, and the trust of the entire family. Every conversation, every family gathering, and every private moment now felt tainted by the possibility that Misabria had been gathering information for Rukia. Deep within Misaki's soul, Eliza, her powerful pure-white wolf, began to stir, pacing restlessly beneath the surface as a low, dangerous growl rumbled through Misaki's chest. The air around her grew heavy with the overwhelming presence of her wolf as ancient power surged through her veins. Her fingers twitched at her sides, her nails slowly lengthening into razor-sharp claws as the bones in her hands shifted and beautiful, snow-white fur began spreading across her skin. Unlike ordinary wolves, Eliza's fur was pure white, untouched by even the faintest trace of another color, while her eyes shone with the brilliant, crystalline blue of flawless diamonds. Misaki had spent so many years protecting her children, loving them, and fighting for them, but discovering that her own daughter had chosen to betray her for Rukia threatened to shatter everything she had ever believed about family.

Without warning, Misaki vanished from where she stood, moving with the blinding supernatural speed of an Alpha wolf. In less than a heartbeat, she appeared directly in front of Misabria, her partially shifted hand shooting forward and wrapping firmly around her daughter's throat. The pure-white fur covering her hand shimmered beneath the light, contrasting sharply with the long, deadly claws resting against Misabria's skin. Misaki lifted her chin, forcing her daughter to look directly into the brilliant diamond-blue eyes of Eliza, who now fought for complete control. A deep, terrifying growl escaped her lips, vibrating through her chest with enough authority to make the surrounding air seem to tremble. When she finally spoke, it was no longer Misaki's familiar voice. Eliza's voice emerged instead, deeper, rougher, and filled with the commanding power of a wolf who would tolerate no further betrayal.

"YOU WANT TO LEAVE THIS FAMILY? THEN FINE! I WILL HELP YOU DO JUST THAT! BUT DON'T YOU DARE STAND THERE AND ACT LIKE YOU ARE INNOCENT! I KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING, MISABRIA! I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN SPYING FOR RUKIA! YOU HAVE BEEN FEEDING HER INFORMATION ABOUT ME, YOUR FATHER, AND THIS FAMILY! YOU BETRAYED YOUR OWN BLOOD FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS NO RIGHT TO THE SECRETS YOU WERE TRUSTED WITH!"

Eliza snarled through Misaki's lips, her claws pressing harder against Misabria's throat as her glowing diamond-blue eyes burned with fury. Misaki's breathing became uneven, her chest rising and falling rapidly as tears gathered in the corners of her eyes. The snowy-white fur along her partially shifted arm bristled as another threatening growl rolled through her chest. Somewhere beneath Eliza's anger, the mother inside her was screaming, begging for this moment to be nothing more than a terrible nightmare. Memories flashed through her mind: the first time she had held Misabria in her arms, the sound of her daughter's laughter, and the little girl who once looked at her as though she were her entire world. Misaki remembered every time she had defended Misabria, every secret she had trusted her with, and every promise she had made to keep her daughter safe. Now she wondered how many of those precious moments had been used against her. Every memory felt like another piece of her heart breaking, yet Eliza's growl only grew louder as she leaned closer.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?! RUKIA HAS BEEN USING YOU TO GET INFORMATION ABOUT YOUR OWN FAMILY, AND YOU LET HER! YOU STOOD BESIDE US, LOOKED US IN THE EYES, AND PRETENDED TO LOVE AND RESPECT US WHILE BETRAYING US BEHIND OUR BACKS! YOUR FATHER AND I TRUSTED YOU! I TRUSTED YOU WITH THINGS I WOULD NEVER HAVE TOLD ANYONE OUTSIDE THIS FAMILY! AND YOU TOOK THAT TRUST AND HANDED IT STRAIGHT TO RUKIA!"

Misaki's voice cracked beneath Eliza's furious growling. Tears slipped down her cheeks, but her grip remained firm as she stared into her daughter's face. The betrayal felt deeper than any wound an enemy could have inflicted because it had come from the very child she had carried, raised, and loved. Had Rukia attacked her openly, Misaki would have fought without hesitation, but this was different. Rukia had reached into her home through her own daughter, turning the love and trust of a mother into a weapon against her. Eliza's instincts screamed that the betrayal had placed the family and pack in danger, while Misaki's human heart desperately searched for some explanation that could make the truth less painful.

"BUT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING, MISABRIA! ONCE YOU ARE GONE, YOU ARE GONE FOR GOOD! YOU WILL NOT RETURN TO THIS FAMILY, NOT EVEN AS A REBORN! YOU WILL NOT COME BACK UNDER ANOTHER NAME, ANOTHER FACE, OR ANOTHER LIFE! EVERY MEMBER OF THIS FAMILY WILL BE OFF LIMITS TO YOU! THAT INCLUDES YOUR SIBLINGS, YOUR FATHER, AND EVEN MY OWN MOTHER! YOU WILL HAVE NO CLAIM TO THIS BLOODLINE, THIS PACK, OR THE FAMILY YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO BETRAY! YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE WHEN YOU DECIDED TO BECOME RUKIA'S SPY! YOU CHOSE HER OVER YOUR OWN MOTHER, YOUR OWN FATHER, AND EVERYONE WHO EVER LOVED YOU!"

For one brief moment, Misaki's grip trembled. Her brilliant diamond-blue eyes flickered as Eliza's fierce dominance battled against the unbearable sorrow of a mother staring into the face of her own child. A single tear slipped down her cheek, followed by another, as she whispered through clenched teeth. The pure-white fur covering her hand remained bristled, her claws still positioned around Misabria's throat. Even Eliza could feel the heartbreak tearing through their shared soul, but neither seemed willing to surrender to the pain. Misaki searched her daughter's face, desperately wishing she could find the little girl she remembered rather than the person who had betrayed them. Her voice softened, though the pain behind every word was unmistakable.

"I loved you from the very first moment I held you, Misabria. I would have fought the gods themselves to protect you. You were my baby girl, my blood, my heart. I trusted you because you were my daughter. I never imagined that the person helping Rukia hurt me would be my own child. You knew how much this family meant to me. You knew how hard your father and I fought to keep everyone together. And still, you chose to betray us. Now… now you have made me feel as though none of that ever mattered."

Eliza released another thunderous growl, drowning out the last of Misaki's trembling words. In one sudden, decisive movement, Misaki twisted her partially shifted hand, snapping Misabria's neck. The growling stopped almost immediately, leaving behind a silence so complete that even Misaki's breathing seemed unbearably loud. Her fingers slowly loosened, and Misabria's lifeless body slipped from her grasp, falling to the ground at her feet. Misaki remained standing over her, her half-shifted hand still raised as though her mind had not yet caught up with what she had done. The fierce diamond-blue glow in her eyes slowly softened, and the pure-white fur covering her hand began to recede as Eliza withdrew into the depths of her soul. The revelation that Misabria had been spying for Rukia had driven Misaki into a rage she had never experienced before, and in that moment she had allowed betrayal and fury to overpower the love she still carried for her daughter. Now, with Misabria lying motionless before her, the terrible permanence of her actions began to settle in.

Misaki stared down at her daughter, her expression crumbling as the reality of the moment settled over her. Tears streamed freely down her cheeks, falling onto the ground as her knees threatened to buckle beneath her. She pressed one trembling hand against her chest, feeling the unbearable ache of a mother's heart breaking beneath the weight of her own actions. Her diamond-blue eyes, so much like those of Eliza, were now filled with nothing but grief. Rukia's name continued echoing through her thoughts, a bitter reminder of the betrayal that had destroyed the bond between mother and daughter. Misaki knew that Misabria's decision to spy had been a terrible violation of their trust, but she also knew that nothing could undo what had happened. No amount of anger, no accusation against Rukia, and no explanation could bring back the daughter lying at her feet. Her lips parted several times before she finally managed to speak, her voice barely more than a shattered whisper.

"Why, Misabria? Why would you do this to us? Why would you betray your own family for Rukia? I would have given you anything. I would have protected you from anyone who tried to hurt you. All you had to do was come to me. You were my daughter… my baby girl. And now I have lost you forever."

Misaki slowly lowered herself beside her daughter, her trembling fingers brushing a strand of hair away from Misabria's face. For a fleeting moment, she saw the little girl she had once held against her chest, the child whose laughter could brighten even her darkest days. The memory broke something inside her, and a sob escaped her lips as she struggled to breathe through the grief. She had wanted to protect her family from betrayal, yet her own actions had brought a different kind of devastation upon them. Her daughter had betrayed her for Rukia, but Misaki would now have to live with the knowledge that she had taken the life of the child she had sworn to protect.

"Goodbye, my sweet Misabria… No matter what has happened, there will always be a part of me that remembers the little girl I held in my arms. I will always remember the daughter I loved. I wish you had trusted me enough to tell me the truth. I wish things could have been different."

Misaki slowly rose to her feet and turned away, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs as she forced herself to take a step forward. Every instinct within her screamed to turn around, to gather her daughter into her arms one final time, but she knew there was no undoing what had happened. Deep within her mind, even Eliza, the magnificent pure-white wolf with diamond-blue eyes, had fallen silent, her earlier fury replaced by a grief neither wolf nor human could escape. Misaki wiped at her tears, only for more to take their place as she continued walking, leaving behind the daughter she had once sworn to protect with her very life. Rukia's betrayal through Misabria would remain etched into her memory, but so would the terrible choice Misaki herself had made. For the first time in what felt like an eternity, the powerful Luna who had faced wars, death, and countless enemies felt utterly defeated. She had lost her daughter, her trust had been shattered, and the family she had fought so desperately to protect would never be the same again. As she disappeared into the darkness, only one broken whisper escaped her lips.

"Forgive me, my baby girl… for becoming the very thing I always promised would never hurt you. Rukia may have turned you against us, but I am the one who must live with what happened tonight. And no matter how deeply you betrayed me, I will never forget that you were my daughter."

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